Defeat-the-Objective

If you would let me I would share every one of my thoughts with you, I would spill every single idea that ever crossed my mind.  Together we would create new ideas, pouring our combined knowledge and making something beautiful and unique. If you would let me speak of all the things that I have seen, of all the things I have wished you could have witnessed with me, I’d paint you pictures of valleys, rivers, seas and deserts. If only you’d let me tell you about what I hold dear, I’d spill it all into you. If only you would hear me. Instead you have pushed me into this dark corner where I whisper my mind to the walls and hea

There is a deep part of my soul that tells me not to give up. As long as a part of me remembers what has passed and the elements that contributed to it, as long as I keep it all inside me then it will never die. The bond might have reached its full potential a few months ago when I felt as if my existence had fused with another's, and that I had become whole.  It's possible that the brief state of peace that engulfed me was all it was going to be.  It is possible that it will be impossible to recapture. This does not fill me with sadness as it once did, it does not hurt me.   All I feel is gratitude that in my life I have felt what it mea

An empty pointless heartbeat that counts down the seconds till you return. When every thought, action, desire and hope are tangled with the form and memory of one. Where everything I am becomes half what it used to before I knew what I could be with you. I've been missing you since I knew what it meant to find someone who is everything ... Who gives reason to my life. I've been missing you since I thought I'd found you in the beauty of our minds when they merged. The simple, pure beauty of us. I'll always miss it till I find it again.  I'll always miss you till you come back to me. I'll miss you while I try to forget, I'll miss you when w